I’m just going to put it out there.
My mom set me up with a guy! Embarrassing i know!!! i haven’t met him yet though. Basically, my mom somehow convinced me to Facebook him and message him. Yeah…
How i am sucked into her ploys i don’t know! I can tell you she’s a master manipulator. She can stroke your ego or guilt you into doing anything. I do not know where she gets her powers from, but i hope i inherit them one day.
So yeah, we’ve been facebook-ing each other, as it were, and it’s actually kinda fun. But all this facebook-ing makes me nervous. When i write, i mostly type like a talk. Perhaps, in typing i can be a little formal at times in the right circumstances, but mostly i am quite informal in my typing. What if after all this, we meet and have nothing to say to each other. I guess we tried right, but yeah it would kinda blow. I think he’s a good looking guy, i am admitted creeper, but who doesn’t creep. I feel like when we meet i will be on the other end of the table. I’m usually the one that doesn’t feel attracted to the person when i go on the date. But this time, to some level of certainty, i feel that i could be the one hurt. I’ve dealt the hurt, and i feel bad, but how much more will it hurt actually receiving it?